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4.16.2015

Political Rant: Low ball tactics.

   I was scrolling my Facebook wall today when a liberal friend of mine posted this article from Mic.com. The article addresses the issue of women running for president. Clearly, the article is using humor to get the author's point across. I wanted to laugh, but couldn't for the anger I felt over the tactics used. The use of humor is great, I think, but the author is making the issue of opposition to a female candidate about sexism, rather than opposition to political policy. This is a similar tactic used by Democrats who claim if you don't approve of Obama then you must be racist. Now, if I don't support Hillary Clinton in her bid for the presidency, I MUST be sexist. That, dear reader, angers me.

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   I recently watched a decent film I highly recommend. The film was Warrior Queen, released in 2003, originally titled Boudica (source: IMDb). This films is a fictional account of the historical Boudica, a Celtic, warrior queen of the British Iceni tribe. The movie is a bit low budget, but well worth a watch. I would recommend anyone interested to read up on her story, as it is really interesting material. I'm still piecing it all together myself, but eventually may right up an essay on this awesome woman.

(WARNING! Spoiler Alert!)

   Based on the telling from the movie, Boudica was Queen of this particular tribe, alongside her husband, King Prasutagus. The Romans were coming through to conquer the Celtics peoples, but in many cases, sought diplomacy rather than conquest. This was the case with the Iceni. After the king dies, however, the original deal made with the Romans goes to shit. There are some tribal girls kidnapped by Roman soldiers. Boudica, with her two daughters and some warriors, go to the Roman authority of the area to confront him. She and her daughters are captured. Her warriors are murdered. They tie up Boudica and her daughters. Her daughters are raped repeatedly and brutally, and Boudica is forced to watch while she herself is being flogged. I must warn you, this was difficult even for me to watch, but I felt they did a good job of portraying the horror of such treatment without going to far over the top. They are released, eventually. So, what does Boudica do about this? She gets up, like a boss, forces her daughters to do the same, and they walk back to their tribe, painfully, but with dignity, and doing their best to show no signs of being broken.
   A cool scene comes up after this in which the shaman, a.k.a. Druid Priest, performs an act of magick. He removes the "seeds" from the princesses' wombs, throws these seeds in a lake, and a fucking swords comes rising up out of the water made from the those seeds. Seriously friggin cool! (Also, this reminded me of Excalibur in the tales of King Arthur. I will be researching this to see if there is anything to this, or if it was just the writer of the film indulging.) Boudica then uses this sword for what she is about to do. What does she do next?
   Boudica starts a revolt against the Roman Empire. She leads her tribe, and several other tribes, with thousands of Celtic warriors, backed by the Druids, into brutal, bloody battle with the Romans. They have some wins, but they ultimately lose against the Romans. All was not lost, however, because one could easily argue that her revolt was the catalyst for the Emperor deciding to remove the Romans and the Empire completely from Britain.
   Now, talk about leadership! What a friggin woman. If I were a Celt in those times, you damn right I'd follow her into battle. She was a sovereign Queen who was reduced to nothing by the Romans, having to watch the horror of what happened to her daughters, and suffered basically all of those things that modern, third wave feminists complain about but never actually experience; yet, she rose up against her aggressors, not only for herself, but for her people. It is truly a great story, inspiring, and I am saddened we don't hear more about her. She is truly an example of what it means to be a leader. 


   None of the women running for president have any of these qualities. Hell, neither do any of the men running for president. That kind of leaves me a bit empty. We have no heroes, or heroines to lead this country. This is usually how I like to choose first. I look at what I know or can ascertain from the media and other sources just what type of character a candidate has, then I look at their policies. From this I vote. I am usually disappointed.
   My choice has nothing to do with whether a candidate is white, black, male, female, homosexual, heterosexual, alien, reptilian, rich, poor, or any of those things. I knew it would turn to this which is illustrated in the linked article above. The Democrats and liberals are going to make it seem as if those of us who oppose Clinton's bid are sexist. And they will all back her 100%, just because. They will back her just because she is a woman, because she is "liberal", because she is a Democrat.
   I had hoped by now most people understood that the two party system is bunk. Clinton has a history of politically unethical conduct. I'm not even sure why she has any sort of authority whatsoever. That in itself only proves to me just how corrupt this country has become. But people are still loyal to their given parties. If they only understood that the corruption that is will only continue if we continue to play partisan politics. It is a product of the corruption itself. And as it has been said, "A house divided cannot stand".
   Using low ball tactics such as this author has chosen are completely counter productive and only serve to distract from authentic political discourse. I, and all those who also disapprove of Clinton's bid, are already doomed from the start. We can't avoid it. The debate is already over before it began. To them who support her, we are already sexist, and we simply cannot argue our way out of it, regardless of the fallacy of their argument.
   Finally, I'd like to point out that while these liberals and Democrats are arguing that those on the right are sexist for not supporting their chosen candidate, they forget that years ago the right had one Sarah Palin running for Vice President. But, I guess that doesn't matter. 

   It should go without stating that I already knew she would be president. So did several others. She is part of the elite. She was chosen long ago, and no amount of voting will amount to any difference. I, myself, would prefer a Boudica.    
     

4.11.2015

Awake and Single: Where are all the awakened singles?

   If you consider yourself among the "awakened", and you're single and dating, you may be asking yourself, "Why can't I find someone who is also awakened?". By this I mean someone who discusses deep topics; someone who sees the lies and corruption in our society; someone who doesn't fall for everything they hear and see on television; someone who knows there is more to life than work or money; someone seeking more than the mundane.  

   I've been single for six years now. I've been on several dates along the way, but always left the date feeling empty. They had no depth to them. It's always the same thing: a movie, dinner, and television. Really? I mean, where are the conversations about life? Let's talk about what matters to you in life! What drives you to get up in the morning? What are your passions, your fears, your life goals? Instead, it's just the same old mundane stuff. I know I am not alone, and I know it's not just shallow men. "Awakened" men are asking the same questions about women. My friend and I talk about this all the time. We will be out having a drink and we are always aware of our surroundings. We always feel like we are in the twilight zone watching people so clueless of anything around them. They never look up at the stars, or question anything. They live in bubble of they're own slavery.

   So, are we destined to conform to being blind after our eyes have been opened? Once you can see it's hard to un-see. Do we just settle for someone out of loneliness, or do we wait and hope that a special someone magically appears out of nowhere? Of course, we don't. But these are some of the questions we ask ourselves because we are awakened to a much deeper side of life. We know life is full of mystery and wonder, and we seek someone with whom to share in the journey.

 
 “Once the soul awakens, the search begins and you can never go back. From then on, you are inflamed with a special longing that will never again let you linger in the lowlands of complacency and partial fulfillment. The eternal makes you urgent. You are loath to let compromise or the threat of danger hold you back from striving toward the summit of fulfillment.”  


Here is a good article I found on "Spiritual Awakenings" for some perspective that I think will help some.

Life After a Spiritual Awakening by Bruce Davis, Ph.D.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/bruce-davis-phd/life-after-a-spiritual-aw_b_5962252.html


3.09.2015

Edge of Tomorrow: It's about more than video games.

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NOTE: If you have not seen this film, you should. Also, there are spoiler alerts ahead. You have been warned!

     The 2014 science fiction film Edge of Tomorrow, starring Tom Cruise and Emily Blunt, is an awesome film. For those of you who don't care for Tom Cruise, even you will love this film, as you get to see Cruise die multiple times. Watching Emily Blunt kick alien ass alone makes the film worth it. Aside from this, and just being a decent sci-fi film, there is a serious mystical teaching underlying the entire story.

     First, to summarize, there are three main characters of this film: Cage, played by Cruise; Rita, played by Blunt; and the aliens, of which there are three kinds known as Mimics, Alphas, and the main alien called the Omega. The aliens invade earth, and humanity unites to fight the alien threat.
     Cage is a US military talking head; a public relations officer for the war effort. He's not a soldier at all, but is put into battle right on the front lines in a scene that is reminiscent of D-Day in WWII.
     Rita is a warrior. She is also know as the Angel of Verdun, after her noticeable fighting skill in an earlier battle in the area of Verdun in France. She is a battle hardened special forces soldier, and sometimes called the Full Metal Bitch.
     The human military has developed mechanical suits worn by the soldiers that make them faster and stronger, and more capable of fighting the aliens. This is actually a pretty cool feature. The suits are also equipped with weaponry.
     The main alien is the Omega. The Alphas are sort of like the generals, or supervisors for the war effort. There are fewer of them, and they are rarely seen. Then there are the Mimics, the soldier aliens. They are all a hive mind. The Omega has the ability to restart the day at its choosing. Somehow, if anyone kills an Alpha, they, too, acquire this ability to restart the day. All one has to do is die and the day starts over.
     Rita apparently had the ability, but lost it. (This was how she was able to do so well in the Battle of Verdun, because she already knew what was going to happen.) Cage acquires the ability after simultaneously killing an Alpha and dying in the process. When trying to save Rita from being blown to bits, she notices he has it, and tells him to find her when he wakes up. This begins a partnership between them. Rita trains Cage to fight, and they team up to find the Omega and destroy it, thus, winning the war.  
     The film is an adaptation of a Japanese novel written by Hiroshi Sakurazaka titled All You Need Is Kill.

     Now, let's change direction for a bit.

     Within a particular esoteric tradition there is something referred to as the Holy Guardian Angel. This is an entity that is a reflection of an individual's true divine nature. The goal within this tradition is to seek out this Angel, make contact with it, and then allow the Angel to guide one along the spiritual journey of which the ultimate goal is union with the Divine itself. Along the way one discovers their True Self, and their True Will or divine purpose. This entity also acts as a guardian with other entities, and a mediator between other entities to insure one's spiritual safety.   
     The language used is unfortunate, as this entity is so much more than a mere Angel. For the individual, it is a reflection of the Divine, and oneself at once. The concept in many respects is comparable to the personal Daimon/Daemon of the Greeks, the Genius of the Romans, the Atman of the Hindus, and more. American psychologist James Hillman used a similar idea to create his acorn theory, which proposes that we each have a personal daemon who guides us toward our purpose in life (though, not necessarily in a literal sense). This idea was the subject of his book, The Soul's Code (highly recommended reading).
     The source for the Western Esoteric Tradition and the source of the actual term, Holy Guardian Angel, comes from a book entitled The Book of Abramelin. In this text, instructions are given for the completion of this task of achieving what is called "Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel". "Conversation" is literal communication with this entity, and may include visions, dreams, synchronicity, and other forms of communication. "Knowledge" here is in the Biblical sense. That is, a sort of spiritual wedding with the entity. In the text one is instructed to achieve this contact, and once contact is made one is instructed to conquer the demons of the lower realms. This is sort of like establishing to the universe and all within it that you have made contact with your Angel, and that you have a certain degree of divine authority, granted by the Angel itself.
     Now, it is uncertain if Hiroshi Sakurazaka has read into this concept or not. Artist can and do tap into universal concepts and are able to express these in subtle ways through their art. It was of the mysteries of art, for sure. this movie, Edge of Tomorrow, when viewed with this concept of the Holy Guardian Angel in mind, becomes an interesting story, indeed.
     Cage is the seeker, the student, the reluctant hero. He is thrust onto the "spiritual path", here represented as a war. This is not the first time war and battle have been used to express the spiritual journey². The Aliens represent the beings of the lower realms. This can be interpreted a millions ways, for example, they may be his ego impulses, his attachments, his fears, or however one wants to interpret this. He finds he has a strange new power, and has trouble at the start learning to use it. This idea of dying and being reborn is again and again is akin to the process of samsara, or reincarnation.
     Rita is Cage's Holy Guardian Angel, or personal Daemon. Curiously, she is referred to as "The Angel of Verdun" (i.e. Angel). She wields a custom sword in battle that is made from a helicopter propeller blade. The sword wielding Archangel Michael comes to mind, as he is a protector and guardian. Rita trains Cage in battle (i.e. spiritual discipline), and together they work toward the ultimate goal of finding and destroying the Omega.
     Here we come across a teaching within the Hermetic Qabbalah as established by the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, and further taught by one Aleister Crowley, and many others. In the Qabbalah, the universe, god, man, and the spiritual journey itself are represented by a diagram known as the Tree of Life. Without going into too much detail here, there are three main goals for the spiritual seeker: first, establish contact with one's Angel, or Genius (or whatever term one wants to use); next, one must cross the Abyss, a place in which the ego identity must be destroyed in order to pass on to the higher states of being which are equivalent to the many Saviors, Avatars, Buddhas, and teachers who have existed before; the final goal is that of union with the Divine source itself.
     Rita, being Cage's Angel, trains him for this goal of crossing the abyss and uniting with the Divine. In the movie we see this play out as the two finally make it to the Louvre museum where the Omega is hiding, which happens to be right underneath the Pyramid (this can't possibly be a coincidence). Once their, both of them sacrifice themselves in their effort to destroy the Omega. Rita distracts an Alpha while Cage has to dive into this watery "abyss" in order to reach the Omega. Just in time, as an Alpha kills him, he tosses a grenade belt full of grenades into the Omega, killing it. It immediately send out a signal and destroys all of the other aliens. He is killed by the Alpha, but is covered the blood of the Omega. This causes him to be able to start the day over again as before, only this time everything is different.
     He wakes up in the helicopter he was in during the beginning of them film. There is news of the triumph over the aliens, but a mystery as to what happened exactly. He travels to the base as an officer, and visits Rita, who seems to have no idea who he is or why he is. The film ends with him smiling and letting out a brief laugh. (Note some of the statues of the Buddha with a big smile, as if to be laughing.) He has achieved the ultimate goal, and is allowed to return to his life in an enlightened state, with full awareness of the journey. This recalls the old saying: Before enlightenment, fetch water, chop wood, after enlightenment, fetch water, chop wood.    

     In conclusion, I have no idea whether this underlying theme was intentional or not. I may just be crazy, too, or overanalyzing the film. As an artist, however, I do know that inspired work often contains such hidden, underlying significance. This might be the case with this story; that it is revealing some greater spiritual teaching that we may not pick up on consciously, but that our inner being recognizes. This story is, also, the Hero's Journey (see the work of Joseph Campbell and his monomyth). This is obvious. If you haven't seen this film, you should. Maybe it will inspire you to start your own spiritual journey.


 





WORK RANT


     Humor me for a moment while I share an experience I recently had at work. I finished my shift at my night job. As is customary, I hung out at the bar and had my shift drink, which we get one free one for each shift we work. At my table was the owner (my boss), and a regular customer who is a manager of some higher end restaurant here in my city. On this particular night we had some special guests: some 50 bikers who formed a charitable group, and came to our place for their meeting. We were busy.

     The conversation at the table between my boss and the regular was him basically trying to convince my boss to offer these guys a regular spot once a month on a particular Saturday for their meeting at our little bar and grill. He suggested we do a buffet for them; with a set price for the event, and predetermined food items. I disagreed with his suggestion. He proceeded somewhat aggressively to belittle my position by suggesting she would be making a smart business decision that would make money which would pay for my salary. This, of course, meant that I should just shut up and agree BECAUSE it would be paying my salary. My opinion, and my reasoning for my position was not even heard, or allowed to be presented, but was just ignored completely.

     My reasons for disagreeing were the following. First, we are not a buffet type of establishment. That idea is crap for our business. We would have a large group of people serving themselves with precooked food just sitting out, being kept warm. The cooks, being paid hourly, would make their money regardless. The bartender might make some cash from drink orders, but the servers wouldn't make much at all since these folks would be serving themselves. Next, we are a small place. With 50 people in a large party, that will take away from table space for the average customer walking in to eat our food at regular prices. That takes away from table turn over, and tips for the servers, which I mentioned. And what happens when people who have never been to our place come in on that particular Saturday, have no pace to sit, and leave without ordering anything. they won't be back. Chances are they will spread a bad word about us, too. Another factor this guy was not considering was the actual group themselves. Bikers are notorious in our bar for being terrible tippers. No offense to bikers intended. I have many friends who are bikers. For some reason, however, when they come into our bar and grill, their tips are crap. One night a group with a $100 tab left $1 and some change. I don't know why this is, but it happens every time we get bikers in our bar. It isn't really a "biker bar", but that doesn't mean we don't accommodate. We have many regulars who are bikers, and they tip well. Get non-regular bikers in a group of four or more, however, and they don't tip. The night in question the server who serviced this group of 50 only made $40 from the entire group. That is $0.80 a head, and the majority of them ate food, plus drinks, and averaged a tab of $15 each. Even at the meager rate of 15% for a tip, she should have made $100 easy of the group.

     The customer suggesting we make a deal with these guys eventually stated that he meant catering. This complicated things more, because I actually agree that catering their party might be a good idea. He didn't mention this in the beginning, but was stating "buffet". When he stated catering, I tried to agree, but he suggested I shut up since I didn't know what I was talking about, obviously because I am just a line cook and a low level employee. (I'm not a violent man, and probably more of a coward when it comes to fighting, but at this point I was getting angry. Being an employee, I can't get into a fight with a customer, though.) It was becoming clear to me that this guy wasn't considering all of the factors, and was only thinking that this group would make the bar a quick chunk of cash. In the long term, however, and all factors being considered, it simply isn't worth it. And we don't any kind of reputation of being a biker bar, because they often fail.

     I am a line cook. I don't make a lot of money. It isn't the most lucrative of career pursuits. Hell, for me, it isn't really even a career. It is just a job that I enjoy doing, that I happen to be good at doing, and that I am doing right now, end of story. I'm an artist, and a perfectionist, and a philosopher, to boot, you can't ask for more from a line cook. My customers, and the awesome women with whom I work, show me daily that I am good at what I do. Sure, I could easily pursue this as a career by going to culinary school, traveling the world, and that would be fun, but maybe in another life.

     That being stated, DO NOT EVER assume that is the limit to my education, experience, awareness, or understanding of life, business, or anything else. I understand the restaurant business. I've been in it for ten years. I understand people, and profit. I come from a point of multiple perspectives. I consider things from the customer's point of view, from the cook's point of view, from the owner's point of view, and from a synthesis of all of it all. Telling me that a decision is better because it will pay my salary is only belittling my opinion, and me as a person, and isn't going to convince me of your point of view. Not to mention it is just disrespectful and insulting my intelligence, which is a serious mistake. If I disagree with your opinion, I have justifiable reasons for it. I am not disagreeing simply because I am a "line cook". Despite what some may think, my boss is not "paying my salary". I don't have a salary, I am paid hourly. I also do other things to make money. The reason I am still there doing this job is because I love the place, I want to see it succeed. I KNOW I can contribute to that success. I have had several offers for better hours, better pay, and overall better work, which I turned down. Don't assume my opinion is based from a perspective of being a mere "employee", which implies being lazy, inconsiderate, and incompetent.

      Judge me by merit, my ability, my talent, my character, not by my position or your preconceived notions of my position in life, because the latter means NOTHING! Whether I end up a failure in life is my business, and time will tell. I sleep well at night, however, knowing that when I dreamed, I dreamed big, and didn't settle for upper management. I am in the trenches, so to speak, with the "lowliest" of them, and have shaken hands with the loftiest. 

“They are but beggars that can count their worth.” - William Shakespeare.



UPDATE: The next day I went into work and the customer caught me and apologized. He said he didn't mean to be an ass, and that he was only trying to help.

3.02.2015

LAPD AT IT AGAIN.


There's a video going around on Facebook, which I shared from Revolution News, showing the LAPD in a confrontation with a man who was fatally shot by the police. (Link to the video here: https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=468584923295075&pnref=story )
The video shows four police fighting with a man who is then thrown to the ground by the police. There is clearly a struggle, you can hear the tazer being used after the man is on the ground and being wrestled by three of the cops, then one cop suddenly shoots the man. He is shot five times at close range. It sounds like the cops are yelling something about a gun. I can't quite make it out; it is either them yelling that he has a gun, yelling for him to put the gun down, or for someone to use a gun on the suspect. 
Now, I realize this guy was fighting, but how many officers are there? Also, years ago millions if not billions of dollars were spent on arming the police with non-lethal weapons so that fewer people would be fatally harmed during potential altercations. An entire industry was created and profited by this. The opposite has happened.
They were using the tazer. Then they just shot him. Folks, this is COLD BLOODED MURDER, period, end of discussion. Cold blooded murder. We grant police a certain amount of authority because of the understandable risk involved, however, they are not taking the risk anymore. They are simply shooting first then asking questions. And why were so many shots necessary? Aren't these guys trained to handle such high stress situations so as to not freak out and fire off half their clip? One shot will typically suffice. A shot to the leg, perhaps?
Is lethal force necessary? With that many cops, and several non-lethal options to choose from, lethal force should be a last resort and ONLY done when an officer or the public is fatally threatened. I've seen bouncers at a bar handle situations better than this. How many times does this have to happen before WE do something about it.
 Some are already comparing this to the incident that happened in St. Louis. I am reluctant to make such a comparison. First, that whole situation was difficult to judge as there were conflicting eye witness accounts, only one cop, and a really big black guy who was no angel and likely threatened the cop. I'm not saying the cop shooting was right, just that it was a different situation. Even still, I feel in that incident there was excessive use of force. And that is the underlying issue.
With this latest, we see it again. It is excessive use of force.

More on this later.